A letter from June 5th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey Marianne how are you. How’s life? I hope u haven’t been heart broken since. This year has been a whole mess yk. It actually sucks. I hope your doing well. How’s school? Did u loose all your acne? Did you fall in love? Hopefully not. I wonder what your doing right now. Do you still believe that life is worth a living. Currently there’s a virus going around the world. It’s been hard. I’m writing this at the premium outlet mall. Please don’t drink anymore. Don’t cry about it stupid people who don’t deserve you. Be more confident with your body. I hope you feel more comfortable and confident about yourself. Your such an amazing person. Are you still friends with Toni? Or Jerzie? What have you been doing lately? I lost a lot of people right now. Today it’s June 5th 2020. Schools almost over and I’m finally free from all this stress. I’ve been crying a lot. I feel numb.i miss him so much. I feel so much pain because of him. I don’t feel the same anymore. I wanan change. I wanna rewind everything. Please make true friends who are actually there for you. I hope u finally got over his ass. I hope your looking forward for the coming up years. Please be happy once again. I love you. - Marianne 2020

Epilogue

11 months later

hey past me. It’s currently jan 5 2022 haha. I’m stuck recovering from a surgery I had for my appendix, do you remember? I’m doing a lil bit shitty not...

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- 0222 niaamren.

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