A letter from June 5th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Hey Future Me, Oh boy where do I begin... I guess I'll start with hi. My names Emma. I'm 13. And I just graduated 7th grade. It's June 4, 2020. Lots of things are happening right now... I have a few questions. Is all of the riots and stuff over? Are we still Pansexual? Have we figured out the whole gender thing? Do people at our school still not know about all of our mental illnesses? Do people at our school know we are Pansexual? How's 8th grade? Is it as scary as we think it is? Is Mommy still really bad? Are you nervous for the future? Did we get help for our mental illnesses? Are we still into Anime? Do we still like Dixi and Hannah? How are our sisters? Is corona still a thing? Did it finally end? Are you excited for Highschool? Are we still friends with Sarah, Dixi, Braylynne, and Skyler? It's currently Pride month! 🏳️‍🌈 We love that. Daddy said he's gonna get me a Pan flag soon. Does that actually happen? Do we finally tell Mommy about littlespace? Do we figure out what our mental illnesses are? Do we still want to hurt ourselves? Did we ever get over Koda? Did we ever tell Grandma and Grandpa about us being Pan? Anyways enough with the questions. We kinda want to be called Eren but idk if that is the same in the future. Happy 14th birthday! I hope everything is better in the future. If you are going through anything I know you will get through it. I promise. I love you. Have a good day future me! With love, Past you 💗

Epilogue

12 months later

Hey kiddo. So currently we are in 9th grade and I'm here to answer some of the questions you asked. To start off with for the most part the riots...

Rae evor. Aer yes ew aaselnpxu tslil. Rae out rgedne idd go by mefale dna inght we eth ew a ew eshehr/ ieufrg. Abuto at wnok uro lmntae sleslnies mena eppeol dink lhosoc i hte of. I n'dot ihed it. Emso but bhunc ta kown coohsl a od'nt ruo ilstl epople oknw. Saw th8 igtensietnr ergda. Cooshl cbak ceno we ewnt tfsri of i falh we ot ti escbaeu gto etretb teh iarultv utb ewer dcskue ofr omts. Momym hsa engtot ettbre. E'hss ti wesor cdlou dba itlls be naidk tub. Fetuur ma fro i srvoneu eth. In ubt ot typert nda ew aoutb vrsdeir grtih im' ogndi ogdo olhsoc era nigainrt arstt now. Yaw a ew egt orst hlep ni of. Tol cdevisor dbna we a peedhl tsb ealcld a hety nad. Toin ew but ecdlal ear ayrenom tnoi ton ppok nmoiesgth rwee' neiam. It pu ludosh ouy olok. Ahnnah iixd yoraemn ont do ew ikle ro. Onw iekl we iangv. Ko chesokr onkw, gr?hti isrsets i rea uor. Ni is wno nydaldi sohocl. Hchwi si iderw. Tkihn ngniitrekhvo i neyshlot eth fo shlhgcohoi we esrtss were. Tis' ytetrp fun here. Utoaneyfunrlt tingh stlli a oivcd is. Rae we esinfdr lslti ht'tas rea utb mthe ew lhaf whit !fun os taidcacnve. Acalhmi ddead dan igailnl, hot orugp uro ewre ,gnaiv to erdnif. Em ton llo rpdei os 'ist euytcnrlr ofr si't oboecrt tnmoh. Ok veren us astth' fgal hogubt a eh utb. Tuo odnfu mommy. Asw ti nto oodg eryv. Ehs toaub lsoa uto fduno klbae. Yuo if tye eavh ihm met dki. Ddi nleelisss otu rigefu uor tmnale we. Ati,ynex p,snsereoid we veah nda tpds. Osreluevs ewerh eteosmsmi otbua ehetr are stlil grtiunh we hiktn. Tbu to ssle olt tsi' deus a htna eb ti. Alyrle nreev evor we gto koda. We ubt wot gdso gto. Htey su a otl lphe. On and tell illw reenv we we them evren. Eb ot erne we ayonrme llo wnat o'tdn eladcl. A jtsu was sphae hbt yeallr ttah. Hyrbitda asmtol 'tsi ruo h51t. For y!sad ilwl 3 smerpio get i elif ettber uoy. Get aer to ouy bauto fro ohgrthu rea ptar wtha the dna flie fo to eb you rowts aoutb og hard wlli reyv nghsti rouy. Utb eomv it oyu otu rowg afrte we fo. Ot teh heay mdveo oh utcnory we. Our su trefa odnertuci efli rndefsi ew gncheda of hyte asnwyya oems ot sbt oru moev and. Dame hpayp yeth us. And ltlsi aterl eyra a heyt do mlsota. Ouy ko gserultg wlli nad asht't. Sgetnorr uyo ot teh afce nru emda tuboa aer asdhhpri ni ogln the su. Lettli vole me i oyu. Pu 💜 yrou tog h!its deah keep you.

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