A letter from May 31st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey, I hope u see this , I hope you healed from things you thought you'll never get over, I hope that you're still loving and caring, I hope you know where you belong now, I hope you found the deep connection you've been looking for. how is it? being an auntie? how is lulu? how was grade 11? did you finally meet him? how are your friends? are you guys still close? did you actually transfer schools? have you found what you were looking for? do you still feel super lonely and vulnerable late at night? did you find someone that makes you happy? do you still struggle from anxiety? what have you accomplished in the past year? did it change you? have you changed? are you happy? does he make you happy? have you healed for things no one ever apologized for? do you feel better? do you feel confident? are you stressed? do you still go through your toughest times alone? or do you have someone by your side? do you still have pure intentions like you always do? I hope you still know your worth and wouldn't settle for anything less than what you actually deserve, I hope you still treat people nicely, and I hope they do the same, do you have someone to talk to? do you still look for distractions like you always do? are you still planning to study medicine at al Faisal university? are you okay? are you still suffering? like is Depression eating you up again? or are you feeling better? how was the past year? are you happy?