A letter from May 25th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hii, its mee your younger slightly depressed self. In a years time, I should be almost done with the graduate position and I can imagine it has been difficult. No matter how you feel at the end of this, remember that you worked extremely hard just to get this opportunity. Don't ever take any of it for granted because we both know how much I cried when I got the call for the job. I have been in a real funk lately because what I anticipated these past six months to be like has not been anywhere close to what it actually has been. Coronavirus is rampant at the moment and I'm about to be working in one of the most impacted hospitals in the state. I realise now all the things that I took for granted the last 3 years were a blessing. I said that once this is all over that I won't make excuses for what makes me happy. Go on that holiday you have been wanting to go on. Soak in every single moment because you don't know when you will be able to do it again. Tell J you love him because I know he will be supporting you all the way. You got this!

Epilogue

about 1 year later

Wow so where can I start with this one.
Yes covid was a big concern and I wish I could say it got...

Be ludwo htta a lie… tbu eerbtt.
Ti te’ls berfoe tog ersow say ujst rbtete ogt it. .
Twen lahopits ni vidoc ouy yrou year eht ucyllik irogkwn rfee. .
Atteisnp het uyo rnigwko in ti - saw woh vleod btu daeg tehda iingndra uyo erca. Ocne now uryo uryo ftee lsydaisi but ot yllera ouy dinehfsi ootk etrahste temi dan dnif dlhe it yuo. .
Eomntm kwro miet si suigirsnrp tgo tarel, soem teh htgin ffo …ocvdi you gto a uoy ervo eth yare.
Syheltno oyalhdi htsee yuro eoj mead fro was thtsiy tyhoslne luf v,diersvu tiwh fo uyo you saw gthhiilgh a it eth hciwh erysa emti in dan ti wto.
Oitslhap tysade ot htaw i i me nogid uret eltf hte eamd yphap,. .
Nad i enurs laiesspcti rta!dueco eb a omtinymuc itsugnyd sa to own wrok a.
Uoy druveatne you atlver a ti kiel adn hatt siuts tlo e,rmo edne orf. To teg ertebt evil oyu elopep elph liesv.
Won het e,sy wya i dgeagen dan was oje all reeth ma. .
At enkw oyu eh enivsinedo dan duwlo eh eapcl eht oorpsedp.
Rae dkconlwo tenmmo ryvee btu oyu swa ohtgu nca won hte irghihsnce ouy it grndui. .
Uyo oyu vviu,ers loyn idd !tvdr!eih not.
Tnahk you!.
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