A letter from May 24th, 2020

Edscar. My be elif i lewhi ’im yyareved will racesd rfo nad ikthn of a i. Altalcuy we tou lla od lgno ahs runst ffsctee srirnegesp trem teh. Who ’ewodlvu re’ew rauaor, ovel iedlv asw roysr ehr yuo erve htiw a odrwl dan not in ug?htoht ththoug hhytela uoy rweeh ’im. Ot litsl eb it oinspsa rfo am ylrela gngio tcheera i dna od a heva i a. I evw’e relayl etntgo ebtr,et tulry i nkith od. Eht oghtthu atwh mtei iths uyo n’awts nduof you yuo dha velo htkni it i ednede ve’we tbu. Rae ouwld orf uoy atth leeopp efdsinr oyu the ivge wot how veha levo fro dan ouy wdrlo oyu who. Imet n’tod ro qleynetufr stla uyo eblla ecedcna i )arts( eth nad rc,nefas utb i to reeemrmb edtakl aasrsi, latk lltsi. Lgionv nkhti mthe yuo’ll eevr i stop d’otn. Oalrybbp ohuhglat oen tpecex egt liyfnla otn we a did owudl ouy tot,tao. Ned hhcwi opme ’tsi eth yuo nkow outqe a owlud fmro i voel natrciefm ghhu,to. Ot eypotr riewt htogaulh ethn erve rmeo ew vloe on ddi i oyu scouf illst. Abd etg ti tou plhes het lsfeigen. Utaob e’ewv lssilk wthi nginsgi uro i e’wre adn ohbt itsghn ysa saiosepnta llist vmpeorid erheyt’ iwrtnig dna dwuol. In now i dne a,ylp tis’ amroj i up a hmcu nda ahtt so lvode did it rou. Etdons’ seivg teh wnhe luotte an orf woldr us thertae nsese amek. A up yascr ieltlt is iwogngr. E’ewr to fro yna llwe ikle btu nto eylarl uoy e’resth ened ninrtuciosts od wtha veeeibl id’ ot igdno teyrtp. L’wle twhi dan intkh erist awy r’ewe tbu socle in ont nwo be i ish evre dto’n dad he. Rae it oset’nd brememre sutj mtpinarot asw he eerw lhewi a hte dik sit’ npi,a pleeop henw reeas ttha lfaellbi rnbo we dna to. Mm’so tnoget eorsw. Knwo uoyr i empvior grthemina did wsa hre saywal latheh nreev torws utb that. Nda opsrsce oje in to whti ncovriigd raza fo teh ngivmo ’essh tnrho oliracna. Ttha oyu m’i ttah im’ nylo uoy, aer too rewe rsyor how lzieera teh ot dna veol vere uyo ynguo hurt leoppe rryso entam to. Tglhuoah i rae ynol teh azra utboa wkon gdoo, ikds. Uro lrleya sjtnui mvdeo aog rofm asw on rfom thta nda saery eohm a sha ereodvecr wef oen. Ot btu thseer’ bbya be lsao( olt ’hses z itlls doul) iwth hss’e ylsawa ligr gniog uro a fo ihtgsn wrngo sye. I nkow how reew scrade you. Teim gshitn who dba i krda ohw gtehviyner otg deeems wkno nda lla eht. Kame ’im i i ssel hgtisn okwn seem earcds i tlsli eepolp hatt hvea yas dolwu fniiygtrer btu. Yetinam ot tno and oosn w’eer ltlsi oggin ievla ast’ht chegna. Eareliz diiblenerc sya mi’ i neht ouy dolwu mreo khnit plhes aeinrhg you. Be eivl ot wya utb oyu twan me duopr ntikh my eher dulow uolwd ot yuo taht thta nibeg a rof deneed rbermmee i eb i of enev pdoru ,of efil ni i. Realyl t“he sbet ellco,ge pu adn oelv nwreste in ew end hliew ch”olso, ton did od i sit’. Ecar arstm hnwe iangamz tuoab we uro ’ist aceubse ear rea sgdrae we ralley fsfut. Seur btu not ma liek yas i ot ohw id’ i will evre if nkwo i i’m. Asmke na i htkin it fo it ouy htta it was eorm lislt aaulct ndo’t ethn na hapyp lvoed ps,onais paesce napt,i em utb i. So too lyaerl voer all fo is oryu lduwo iefl oury eth be lepca ahtt seens eetrin ti nya samke gwnirit. Nudof thae humc out ew ti nda so gtniitkn ew dtire. Gnnyoian as ehll ist’. Mcuh ruht iggon out i’m i uldwo arhe tno rhe but ot ouy itsh to nwok ot ti woh hrace. Ltisl hes and yigntr i yaws inot su ot lte ym ot sdrenntdua m’i elif cakb ehr in urht ueerfs. Msmo i sphoto eoakcfbo on aemirdr esh ec,eryntl rhe tog the aws. Dna umhc rhe veol ti ttah yruo so veenr uoy ’mi edderevs of oysrr she vaeg. Ecak stbe i efrdins tahrbdyi ekab a dame dya, i teh lytacaul oru eothr did orf. Shi cj i daoer uoy mena nad nkiht wdluo si ihm. Tge idd we enevr oru butao hwich irfnirgdel eadhrt su fro teh sahet voer eat,. Hwhci a jnnisitoce edntrifef ew ti’s a fo )b!yo s(reius!rp we nikd ewek t, od yeonj od rof vyere. Ot i nad go in kcba olucd tmie aklt iswh yuo i. Ghstni mpeiors atth hrguoht it rteteb nad i mead teg you. Etrhe yrou ppoele uoye’r feil os in have ot eydvryae them you adn htat eicrhhs uyklc are. Pahyp ew ubt cetepfr re’we ratne’. Erev eocv’dul i eucsbae oyu oyu eerh how i mnidaieg nteh lvoe oeyu’r got mroe. Ereh rygint i i’dtdn eepk yuo eb uodnw’lt if. N’ditd uoy oto i was owkn nwok veen i dtier nt,tpgiem pu ignigv atht utb we os tieomssem. Ouy ’im nad yetsad esacebu vole uyo i eerh.