A letter from May 14th, 2020

Gikaltn uoy era batuo. Yda duwlo ria a ta neco fetra eyver yver did,e insegl i yda sltea het yrc. Tub tge life reettb wlil. Sey rae ups s,ondw reteh so nda vyer hmuc nwo. Teh saw lempletcoy esary enoal if nayhintg i etgrer otw i tdsnemi aog morf wuold be ti hatt se’rhte. Own ujst egugsltr eefnlgsi psmlyi iptgtsuen anikglt ithw ’ownt nesmoeo dan hits yuo isllt ton’w eb but nng,iayon by tboau i uryo be uyo. Rcae opleep. Yrase dna i nhgtyina bkac i konw gao do hknit uoy 2 uodcl td’ndi ira tohtuiw. Leoepp atth i i file hre did rhe nad rwee hte nad ndiefoencc smfley ot tem yb ewn i xireceesepn do uohhgtt ahd atth vener tiwh tsffu i otghurh. Elarici enve vile i nnoag know swa temsmseoi ot ,klei lost, whne sdespa ndid’t wyaa ym i i reanyom, i utuerf know ndatwe hwo aws awht nowk htaw ’idtnd oklo i meocypllte to nddti’ be. Ays ’dutwlon tbu owldu ysa elda reetb,t ts,ge but ti ti i to i whti eerisa. Htare reh ipna btu uyo yruo ngano ghlua aonng lrengo niap rhe eenvr hdel of tdlo imels uoy she ogen, thnik on ro yuro swa were hnew ahtt yruo rgtoef whne elef. My tguhoh mmoyre, utfsf wnhe it ndow nda rwite i but nerucrt botua sawayl i sfle ira, emrrmeeb abd a mrbmreee lryela hsa do. Taps had otrew rof nda areys phapy me slfe a htta down ufstf i ): wot eherw lto mi’ my to mdtsnie of oga, mbremree. Tow oury het nad swa isltl ’sehs yuo vhnteiryge to tesb me rengievyth lte,ra retow idfrne ont einf,rd ,hits hs’es etmi oyru ym asrey dan btes ubt my iilecra at. Knthi ’sit tell i t’cuodln ewhn atth to githr erh s’ehs my won hyaulneht vthinr,egye tnihk i. So mcuh guatth rveen humc e’hss can s,cirbdee ttah nda ynol ntuil ahtt esh a hes me esh ewnk me did aegv i so i rwdo os tfel. Woh duwol aws eht trifs nad fo nelyugein tarsm em and yeh”“p dan em ekma lefe one yebma eamk aderc pu eelf edolv esh elpeop em orf. Posern dseva dna owh aterillly aalsyw asw my taht dan she eli,f lwil eb mlalsyoyilbc. Ewre yuo way ecaep i prpihae nekw hte in ta htere utb eerw telas ouy i ni, up ihsw in yuro ianp pohe ro i. St,be oyu edpssa in ehnw jnea it hse lertiffea idtnd’ ibleeve i nda aisd iuntl nkthi dsia hse. Odt’n to ehpp,an i lkedi veern llsit to iveelbe nthik or esimmsote udolw hawt venre dna i cerad uatbo. Ngiaa thwi nac evou’y opeh can atth adn tehre is ouy moes i of i so,tl epty lguah lvoe sothe nylo ese eb ot ouy euasc neveha hwit idrtenue lwduo wrehe yuo aniga. Csasr erevn liwl ll,a teim tbu awya og alesh eht. Ai,r eemsisotm oemr i uoy a nrceyetl lto sims. Naht ever uyo kwon i knwo eorm u’lyol veer ’ill nad olev anth erom. My 2 aresy now omrf ago to lol rsneaw nsteoisuq. Job ihts itnpo ear nudops uoy ta doog 04 enro,mya lsto 041 so lla nto uoy. Lilts but ltitel lliw and aemn nceeiurs a i ti ew evro etg ruoy. I’m yameon,r i ro in tub omentsm oeiesdsp sya ym kaem papyh vahe aehv ye,s i yerv ssed,sna fo oulwtdn’ lpeoep hwo trgea acn i eedsesdpr lief em. Reloss eys are oyu with hchiw ni itsll eshot rndsefi. Nreev era wl,il and tyeh ftle tyeh ngclyi renev to yhet. Sltil sya erom ereh dulco nda hmet reve im uyo thna uoy ojk,gni sey are rptiecaeap teyh. Ria oevl lphe them heva a itwh ihwt nad teyh lto nede iagnmk you htey newh uyo dna whit ephl hte ysalaw ingbe uoy yuo for you uyo eoirepnssd yuro trohe realt ouy giefr mlies ti for insthg and etrhe now dna. On nad ouy wne oeppel eemt nda ko ta’sth uoy lose soeg ,elpoep elif ubt. Llits a,tht klie dna i uoy alkt he ,snmo”eoe peailcs a dan hcirs enma ybea“m even hyw hto noe veha si casiel…p yeha nda “ieslacp sevna otw sure a mseoe”no you rfo. Tnhgi ltas uot fi to ot vhea asy i ’rtshee one ,si acrhe ouy. Oebfer latk uoyr ropsembl poleexd boaut they. I esyar eilk dna mtnosme ahd ttah oag ouy eray i wkno ddi sthi tow. Rsedca i sdiueci saw ot i attmpte gao aryes 2 wnko. Tider arey utb hsti i. Oen neev and lelw wkro wto ddtn’i twhor ti n’staw it dna ifkagren ti. Nad wkne uto drahece letolepymc ognna aws soon ok as i gnnohit asw i i sa nahepp. Ieylmeadimt ti detrtrgee nda i. ’naret htta’s ryou iekl a is feel eednoisspr acn rwlod oenuhg cipan hwat teh gtnsor i’ts mbud if iegdnn ot tha,t dan htat ruyo uoy nto nda elaon aactkt si otn si drnsaetdun awht. Elef d,o ot twan oomsene mbeurn hte neo an uyo fi it ouy dna and enhdla ltak i nmsieme fi to i,pna wnko hting ’its bryoabpl acnt’ you otn’d. Tou yuo reca nda lkat uoy hemt onang ehret to datnnusrde rveen ryou tilun ahtt botua lppeeo. You uoy pleoep eilv teh elvea elalyr lreia,ze ipna pnai nhwe ot het eelf cudlo rizl,eea you leef idn,ebh thta uoy be hte ou’lyl arzieel atth haev htye. Eb ot care ielf pploee olve, lla ptshiaep si teh pobysisl tyeh hte wnat reev oabut eucas nda i fro be teyh edseerv in nca i it. Syat aoersn asw tgigesb to my adn my htat rsnoae. Uot ni ’odtn ear hreet ,file hseto ebamy nda loecs ymna tehm atth hvea erhte owh or as loepep peopel ot ot. Oyru it nfdi kmea tmoigshen prpusoe ot. Lamls dan ttras. Ot asw fi me wto tsih wkea reanso ees nad edlpeh up ago fro awayls gos,d to my ot eneomos adn my enoesmo ni a the to seuirsn in,rgmno ees katl ,wohs nda yrsea eehr lymspi ervydaey twhac im’ ltggrisgnu eth ttah to endse is to ergnadi. I usttr me room aehv eujdg and to no. Ot aws eseing i esaecub eltf etka nad ainp i inaga ym tenebif iefl i teh tmdeeatpt ria fo. As cumh sa nda sa chum i rhe love ssmi i ehr as. Eb fo o,to nyma taht how rethe gaastin ’tis oesth and many to watn ofr tslo i rai mnay sy”ma“n aer e,on lpepoe. Goa tlteer ethn ’mi in lagd gutothh erwit nac sa itsh adb i defeirnft eyars opllyetmec a dan as m’i i a’nwst tath i tndmies algd ddi isth wot. Yesa is s’taht elft ese say 3< ir,a all relta dan esrt yuo ’lil ot.