A letter from April 17th, 2020

Lislt ohhualgt to agimnk ,up ,lleeogc jbo fo desirsegnp iitoalcpnpa has ibt a eht raye yte sah ipck ihchw the porsecs esdcno bnee yoenocm. .
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Itlls utb hs'se etlnsi ot sa rey a itoaefvr lnaa reamyon, ntofe yedeltnfii eld otd'n we. Dhaendl ouy hrad sna ot azdaem si caelp i am a nad geyhtenrvi ta modnoice owh ,eb. Ma cviregenor sno,eth to mofr in etosh dginru aresy eb illts ot twha i reahtyp pehnpdae oyu. Pu altud i devrusiv eth nmtaou dichl, na we ipkc illw a nmurosoe adn etrs as as na. Hro—rorn'otd oaltsm acn gianmei 22 acn ieavsuizl teh n,wo by e'wer uoy ndoig eerttb ,ryrwo ryou ya,w nca ai!gneim i enrsxosipe reev hnat erw'e of oyu. .
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Orwn eth now, mlyian ot s'it grinb ega you oruy wnod tyitnisen dinarbsuoe yecnqferu rfmo rsnte yb adn tnbweee dseu tueenulcrb stetdel onge ratse to aer thta asenrpt. Fo tiwh sith some uoy citynmia evha easuceb bmlsoper. .
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Eehts ttah lrsyefou, hte uoy noe to you of uryo e"b in tsl,eret elvo leopep gtenel dan ithw rw:eto effor ,ovle. Nmae is is nto enoerevy tub kdni yreevone nto. My i ctgunniion ygtrin uyo na litsl a lrfcuae tuad,l eargt ot sa eb twah t,rahe itwh rofm tcipraec am ". Wht,a most osdd eht hoghut? to by ,yaw uyo aitngas owkn omec idkn, eeoppl ou,t lla dinf aer. Ot t?i wld,ro tingh hte ogod izelera 'nsti baout a.
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Tino terms got 3 it petsriihnoal ,22 eddne ,evol inhwit ta ew esekw in rou of nad rstif. Rea ot eth of noe *** ,won on ouy rpeusrsi. Htisgn oyv'ue god, aisd eht. . . Tiknh otn veha i lepos,rbm oldwu lsecta me ermbmree ebmrerme isknsig eht nisheogmt do vngmoi ot sahtt nyaaa in ltomas myreom eviom e,rtehta i hlwso ryllae i dna d'uyo. Dairnbog wya, dha i"omve gudinr eenategred yb t"rhaete ******* hrcuch het loh,soc aunaeqitnr oeubslta it atetrh,e yrou a fo ludwo be to otn lduow be uyo ew scsaec eht mievo onyl the. Rshcti juses. .
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Ubaot i kgthniin peke ouy. Urcchh ni ndignca tihw shoocl deb hlgenpi htaenriopsli tub hte sia's lola ihtw aaayn in a won aemn ni ehr hta,bere dan in ch,tou at tingh eihntrgeyv giyln esxet,in. Or a 'sti t?i wsa ro ot la,lo rfo aanay, e'slif reew sespusrepd ryc,as rvene ew fenseigl isa, rou ardndntuse ro nfyun hlicec, cnusfoed wnta wn,o aoutb 'snit stju ti. Ehrac ,*** tath frmo elif eeusbac derrha sbeucea etg mreo luowd tou gpours aerctni ewre oembce we we louwd fo ekwn petncecaca vene. .
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Ro dcekblo i eels—ti giifyernrt uor was uerndandts sthi tu,o hyw i v'wee hnkit mresehowe etunrd nitetnaot. Weer sreuesneq ot rewe why ruyo ovlde voel rdsfnie eyerv uryo in otin het wgknia iitascrt ternaps yreifrg,itn e,fnddei utaopi uyo swa ordwl uyo i,fyrregint ewerh evidl enohp swa wsa reeuq if,grnryeit rmons apmdince erwe it yrou grils a a gyitnr sense adn ecad,ptec pscaee makse yienirgtr,f rwee no snc,deo oalcis hte. Ilslt tuuefr it dnwu,o aay,w of wtne eth vahe ay,w pderee do in i si teh a rtap hahulotg ibhta ta,th tahif yb rou reenv iondg 'rwee. ,bttere s'ti atr tish edsanms our made. .
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Leif: oascil.
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Fo ayer e?ellocg eehitr ywa, ddi wonk cndseo ccontpe d'tidn eht yb i of orwcsd ouy hte trfae eth loco esdn. Or eth stom upgosr vneodvil in leevars grtae ni fo we of oepelp, nhag srta temh qeuer onw. Esgdni taht eadm naah+(n)s few ntcordiuop do adn ,ayw dmo srnfied aehv and on,w a viavin ew. Ggi aws by apedy 06$0 eathrf vviisan uyor sbgeitg. Owinjn muyotcmin sengdi eooprsrsf elpe:op soal of ugbhtro na imk yugo,n yle,k mizngaa yjiia. Pjctreo yo enat ghtruob dna hnasimw yuo snrieo aepl tod ryuo lbeu iherdetm. Ew ew ibgen t,mosnh made igsiitvn vene yusdt ot da,nicle anlgned dan oednyje wnte abrdao undrao wto 72 in uoepe,r we nacold,st sedfirn ni. Fo 020 ye'uov esmoiemr up eaobspordkc nda gepsa. Aicdenl of foraevti ryou uklyiqc neo abemec oicnuerst. An,hhna assi,ec nmsayi g:aws eeoplp eothr dclieun o,cgn. .
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Enbe nfu ash thgir nwo, hrecaesr. Bene yjo iesths hwti uor ,su tbu olgnimo uro oelv aaym,kal g,gen we bla posorrfes nda akini has on. Enev tac. .
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Rtehe of rof w'vee cglolee het yretinet rreeac, magnazi etmz laso my in iiatnpea—rnsbttm, aanle,i dan lonagrnit vdeli rglis whti. Nda zmte tiangd etsatrd rteh'ye tafre a wlhie in wno oto, ialean al. Adn alentm hre hre mheo ylfami rmpgaro oglsa dan og to her ilastpnrheoi etfruu tezm hahtel, teassrm to whti rfo erh eaurl-vaeet kabc tuiq. An earc i'lse teidtinrvasiam ityaclif eye atssitasn rfo m,oeh cbka giknwor sa an. Tuboa her naktgi ean,rratpdgn fo has it sujt adh epadss bnee ,waya me erh nda aeg ss'he dagtnheromr tkhin crea aemd. .
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Orncat era grohhut ouy uoy a tiinb bhot dan fo sc,aot nda sclu,b soelc in sfindre of a wtih guorp vmcati,si daem unuoltcmia dsay eipdnsng sarb. A yrnleetc eal,engs felt byrbo aad,vrhr) creashre on,ysd xel,ai to okwr how( bal ni cra,ie in srairm. Lncilroacyh urpgo a oeelpp ibt onlnie fo st,ram artibvn ,darehet uper dna. .
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Keep my i r,scoue lvinaiudid dnsiref of. Ubt hwo yoru dna oc,oc oyu sdrmae put verne fenrig sah tyelrlelsesn rutpedsop whseo a lszzeda, on dtiimsentai acn whteal. .
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Sarettd flei opplee atth ev'ew otnget ruo ffo atht of utohy in at ecpcnectaa nc,tinmdrese odog iths ,nigth eewv' sgndeidh gianvh seaignlp ruo nda alciso rmfo casityrc cmae os wyas,. Ti thg,ins ggtetni ebing ieizmnim ni ricep will ejds,mgteun to hte utrst sraed elesf pagyin ah,rrkeetab who dan nnrageli ,eesfrt i apythre now am rou ebgmrmerein twha npters,e alredy —aleorvenl no uor rveo ee'rw tcahiuent, on sujt. .
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Btu no swa,y tub ,won i hwo rae agflteru iecstiuqr rctnoieu ta zaiganm eahv loko yteh ruo tar,ms nad nda eralnott irtgh efil i eplpo,e ttsae ehtse hte my cep,tgnaci am nmobiiat ,is fo of thme all aioslc orf so. But 'tsi wtohr e,ahv dgoo a gniiiegavnstt hhuttog noe to not. Sya amek oulwd sy,aiel oubat i ttha irfesdn i yflsme i uhtgtoh vener. Leolgc,e lcsaigiionz ti esster,tin in nfiotog tgniput odruna msflye eth my snawd—a uurltce em do,uswn reth,e dgfinin cnotnoaelvunin my tslli to uot lod lmseyf alehnig iingiste—rr,yf uirgsunp. Of setormn deu oolk teh eaydp tub it woh rpees dninessk ot and fo,f. Oudrp i'm mhldbue, e,rlayl dna. A teomnoi t'is sgarent. Tse yt,ouinmmc m,e yuo dubrniosae no retteb hvea i hant vnee od lwil uroy fidn bduot fg,ioont inga. Oloc day eon nca be ew aebym el,hl. Hte thta arelly kind co,lo fo cloo etstsle. I ti ot ookl owdfrra. .
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Ni yad jn,laia nnorou nda fo ,nose peek sha,ah twih i oes,rcu ym tcohu. .
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Stgreaet pla?mshnieomctc.
Rikbc have dna a ma nlgeinuey am i i i nda sltey difr,en lnsartepoyi utbli krwo ibrkc umbs,oaiti life atth adrh, —elkini orhst, i odgo a by nad i isth i. Uor theer re'we den wev'e of noe pndeeerts gllceoe het tpers,so to mlotas iraennltnatyilo eeedgr,. Tino dan rpnepdpiee gto nysueivtir we to cubilmao tmeimdtco psy !)( nda a. Y(e,h oyu a d be )ortdco! cna. O,)t orndocptui gyhwiash now ew ew isgend dgoin rokw, dna anc idvre gnreixiecs oocl ro( ygrtni rea. O,h lirg, eno addet no a emac acred ew out, dna. My ma kthni i tnmdse,i i het of prdestuo oewvhre. A i aeplc wkro meac esmylf dna on i fo uerpyl erehw i oenlrg ecerpst wno rfmo alk,c dan from. .
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Esradg?.
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Rwasad tnitegg ni ear oetsh omer merts uyr'eo s,geadr kay,o noe rea gniod rtuedaag yuo m,renoay regasd of oyu sa fo no teerh. U,hmfeals btu to maes, okto oby si ocgoyylpsh a nkthi eth yera ew ******* od i met sa sphd lnciialc nigod ,scnoieid llew i rfo si aws teh it tydao owh rihtg it na ra,sherec aterx a. .
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Rgiht the wo?n sgeibtg elmorpb.
Ni teh oceoymn tesl:a micers lrbepmos ormf magmitrins awr si eemss ia mtpru be ot and the ehm,blssa takgni eavslre seaoilndg to ervo, msto rotpegnid flte ruianrcosov. Eesgondci lasreev teh ni ehrest' npapehgin rldow. I sedi,gn orf mnoeumtm find lncicial adn nad rwko a fariad to iegv tesinrte ot irdaaf ot irafda ,yseplaolrn fo am i jbo, cihn up esiaircfc to olospycyhg moctim mdae eht adn. Vahe dt'no t,hsi gdeflirrni aevh a dna ,rac i all dna d'ont hvae myeon i nod't a i. .
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:soclho chiwh.
Vi!das.
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Ew aer a?phyp.
Tib but rkgwoni drsss,tee and yse ,ti a no. On ,ylalauct. Ni fear i evli. Eiojetvcybl ysa tanc' i woh i i asme swn:are bael eb i sa i to ppayh wno sya asw eehr ?am eimdoc,on asw oe,mr aws cna pphay i sa 'mi eht ehwn nsa dna ni tiwh.
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On sjob? ulu/rleogectfe ytgnnaih.
Is hte isht gib iqestnou. .
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As?ermd.
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Cloo ot veil ndki yb peopel olco redaod nda tnuocapicso in owh ,sramol yb ahve c,tyi nda a ntaw i ndesifr cool dseudnrrou reolvs. Sgiend my seu ntaw ot i nad aitntelpo yclaanlita. Pbiduhsel h,otegsinm allsm natw to hvea i. Of be to ********* twna anercit dan i durpo my. Close to htem i eb asaywl ot nwta nad ot and mhi isth ni rttae ,mmo be ,add ornho mevnhcaieets nda a nda ym nda theaurgd gdoo wlle him acsnito. I tencndifo tanw ot eelf. A nnobli-dmgwi me i **** to of 0k01( r)n kaem yomen si to tawn tno. Ddepinneetn i nwat to eb. I ntaw eb dan fueilbatu rsmta to. Tanelrev nad pufewrol be antw speedterc dan i ot. Igben stju sreised my sheont h,ey iwht. .
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Nda s'nwta dan nawedt trbete, tpaedu to jtsu giev tath wtnigir sbsutenln oto ogfvier estiepn,uotr i hiktn ttassu htis a eomr i os wsa onhtes dame heop a rertwi i my 16, hte at. Ew fo poeh yasalw udlbi nad mcea semo of sdamre ert,u i shit to i 'ewev ym mdedaer up awht ilfe hepo. Efle be ma ni ti i i so deiwr pdour of o,yu a iwll eef,lngi my yu,o sethc roupd os fo i 'its. A preytt hdae yo'veu on u,p dusleohr ouy've yuov'e vega desltet, gdoo uoyr eenvr gto nveer nda. 'im peoh fro teh iooklgn oelv i infd ouy. .
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Eag 22 elsta,l.