A letter from April 13th, 2020

Time Travelled — over 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you’re still alive. Breathing. Surviving. Today I’m writing you a letter because you deserve to know I care about you . I care about your happiness . Did you achieved what stressed you out so much years ago? I hope so. You’re a strong woman just like you’re mom. You’re careful like your dad. Don’t ever doubt your capacities. I just know that despite all the challenges you’ve been through, you always found a way to get back on your feet. I hope you are prioritizing your own happiness. You only have one life, do not live it for someone else. Do not say yes to that man if you don’t see him in your dreams. Love never been easy to you. I know. Believe in your choices . If you hesitate, take a step back, it’s okay. Don’t panick ; I’m right behind you. I represent your past, all your emotions. All the pain but also the strength you’ve carried during so many years. I’m asking you to please release it. Let all your fears behind. Change the book. Forgive. Keep walking , don’t run, don’t rush ; you’ll arrive at your destination. If you’re reading this, I’m proud of you. Remember that pandemic ? Yeah, well, congrats. You’ve made it. Got out of quarantine and started living. I hope you read this on the campus of a university. Do not give up, you can do it. I’m so curious about the path you chose. Psychology? Law? Sociology? Criminal justice? All of them? Whatever the program, you always had goals. You’re not the type of person satisfied with the minimum . You always wanted more and I’m hoping you’ll get what you’re looking for. Do you feel free in general? Have you forgive the members of your family? If not, it’s okay. You have your reasons. You’ve suffered enough. Hey! Just a quick tip . Keep putting money aside. Are you still thinking about building that home? Don’t worry princess. You’ll get there. Dreams do come true. I may not believe it right now but I know you do. Is he still the man you wanna marry? Are you still with him? You know who I’m talking about hahaha. Hey! Have you gained confidence? I’m worried about you. I hope you stopped self-criticism. Love your nose, rhinoplasty is wayyyy too expensive. Plus, your man loves it. He also find those lips perfect. Okay go do that lip injection if that helps you . You’re a badass. You’re smart, bubbly, generous, sensitive. Keep it up future me, I love you. -from your worst enemy , yourself Ps: happy birthday !! 23 today !! You a baddie, you made it.

Epilogue

8 days later

Hey baby girl. We made it. I’m replying to you in my uni house, oceans away from home. But we made it, we’re on our own journey now. Out of...

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Tiwh, edudjg uhsc so pctxee to adn tub na ridnesf eev i nodb anym ; iibhtsr i sortng leevpdo ’tnddi derutnrdae hiwhc a , now ’shes izaamgn revy rlig heav. T’si lh’esl thiw inklb ehnt het a opssgi akem ruh,so nda ate ehlc,o cup oyu hnitg uyo and you’ll day itme fo imte rof dlayare nay ’eherst of at. Cuhm os oot ynerge hes has. Thme testeesw of then lla ter’she ,enbirsa. Fo nsees hsa efyslm hes ; ceathrcra rhe jofylu sylaaw losko nac a in see i bueesca nibedh i big terah nda inpa dnki her gbi grnsto. Dose urse mlafiy eofevrr adme dna tbu i she ruatam to fowlol epur sdniie ysat you. I ikle seur im’ naym enev eb ym nalneriau oyu klta raye in lwil rosa hwich erhs’te iarmam uaobt ni bb,ya keli to ,fsa bryu , to nwta , iteldsa leopep ! new tash ielf htis lpeope laabenn.
Soyb iews. Tol ejdug ’yoeuv tish ot tge ew einttiam ew epolep fuercal ncise of ubt eenb o’dtn ddi for gtiwian ndanegl su wiht konw a i ;neo caem. Pubaerks both rckeyodsekt afret it. Ouy slgri sy,e idret lyaflni. H,ey ta ear neve huthog gioncm tub ti berfoe aeyrll hree yuo vrene dgnneal oddecrenis ookl ,su ew. Oth litls ety uobta otn lefe tygnri usre i erw’e g,srli owh. Volrfa e?nm llo ptey eryve ree’w irtgny wve,oehr and. About ahtw idnf oyu teim yuo ikle t’is. ’weer olvre glsir to’nd rwoyr sitll. Vyree oll nad ew thiw hmte oebcme ngebi oen sulandleoi a ebcuesa surce gbnelsis of otshne ti’s if a mi’. Ttha eobsss ekli tlo uor kti psnoer cebueas adn tko taht entomm ttsrsa evwe’ thwi uobat cayulalt leef eth that tnlikag amne nac on hpweisr i i(sh omer ataluylc amek redceah ew amen uoy : wtna npito tond’ shere’ ofr ta mteh a oetfavri we wtih su shi dan e) a was ll’i. Uoy jhahaaah no utoab who mi’ nokw. Awht tueruf us nowk ,name illw on i mi’ atbuo. Soeclr oolnlimaeyt sola not fi seh ggetnit or up adn lliw ve’ew nokw dnede. Hwo utb eht euutr,f eth lli’ wokns ymsyrte aeevl to. Ton aw’ths i stbe enev ngaai us ltsete nad twna sjut ofr. Htsur etl not veen we nvaetagda it do repu tsoher ca,kb ti if ot ot sept ather orf adn eavh loeseusrv fo kate uro. I hgoenu voel dan & lla ist adn neetsrp orf ouy evgi ttah eb uecebas i evha ushdol sta,p ot sttolsstt ,us fo oelv uetufr. .
Very seucbea cloes kile ti cepdki het opctsi ew b!tw! uetshco ew esocirfn lal lalc olysphgcyo. Pcito nto ew hwta antw ahtt orgnniig hme tlisl ot fi atth’s ndaik tam do ersu tbu. Aelvrt i awnan. Me satert erh ivnlgi keli igotnmshe pofheylul eilk onduf a hewemrose dna eco equen ro ahtt omer and srfuer rhe a bselat wthi abroad vrelast a is ruufte. Truefu i ew iksd eth aevh ehop ni. , deaaryl ’im not aebym hto oasdl h?tere 22 ot?w dnma. Wtna i rayde ti ta ont 82 but. If oyln iaylninacfl aetslb nad yoiboslvu raedrim m’i pilhayp. Ew still konw rma?eiga nlhytose eveleib od in ayreonm ntdo’. Ebibar radeis of ot iknd rdah us ton btu sti’ so. For vemo hoesu aery fsftu ym inot go ym wne i all aifnl s,ono togat.
And hswi nui aeyr em fiel kulc wiht isth. .
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Peke sgtgurels ti the gte yerou’ pu dan eth si rbemerm;e we frtueu evlo nad a eevrhwat ngoan ryeo’u past acgfni adn dareyla tserpen olt nsetper ,em aalredy uhtorhg eturfu uoy. Iongg ebehrta lenag iohngtn tasys epek os weets nda. Ew htat thta ! ot rpduo nda olev rhxaa oyer’u ylreuosf os rtatgsni mseil ow;n ouy eosn ypelrrop teltli hcum is dan stctrtaa velo so ouy. . Inismgl ta look uoy. Htta hpase ahtt vnree sloe oyru rfo heav ro tluufieab ysee? onynea ,sprak aedktl ew lyislcpaee agtinyhn btoau dan it. .
Lvoe yuo.
Uyo terla ese rrirwao.
Harax btse idfe,nr uoyr-.
Itrabdhy , fo a gnibslses dna ot yapph uoy leovs new nighisw lflu the tsbe new esujryno and yrea.

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yeonswif:

almost 2 years ago

Though I couldn't read your response to this, I am so proud of you for keeping up ❣️👏 Please, keep on 💪 You're such a strong and resilient person, wish you luck for all your future achievements 🍀🤞

princyblogz:

almost 2 years ago

I AM SO PROUD OF YOU BADDIE!!! Please update us!!! We can’t read the epilogue 😭😭

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