Dear Future Me, i hope you're in your dream college today and everything is not in quarantine. Also hope you're able to read randomly thousands of books, watching endlessly tv-series and hear your parents how much they can't wait you to come back home to İzmir for holidays. I just checked the part i wrote now and i realize how formal it is smh.(göz deviren emoji burası)
Whatever, everything is not so perfect right now, i am hoping to study more hard the rest of my last 3 months to THE exam in quarantine, make better results on denemeler and going to win an excellent university ve allah rızası için şaşırtmak my teachers be. Valla geri kalan zamanım için 12. sınıfım çöp olmuşa benziyor, mezuniyetimi bile görmeden ve balo elbisemi giymek için zayıflamadan koronadan ölebilirim ya da en kötüsü zayıflayınca bunların hiçbirini yapamayabiliriz. ALLAM LÜTFEN 2020'de EXCELLENT ÜNİVERSİTE YARABBİ. Nys. -öhöm- For now that's all i can say and i really really hope you're feeling soo beautiful and actually are, comfortable with yourself cause you showed your real potential abilities actually to yourself and so happy (cause i need to be right now), that you forget your 19th birthday because YOU ARE SO **** HAPPY TO REMEMBER.
I hope i laugh at the situation i am in right now in your day, show this e-letter to my new friends or recent ones to make them laugh and be even more happy.
Also, maybe you're in contact with Beyza, Rabia, İclal, Yaren and Gökçen. Maybe you're not. Maybe you met Asude again. Maybe you lost one of them. It doesn't matter, try contact and thank the rest please. Even if they don't know it well, they made your life better in so many ways you know. If you don't, know it. Because your life wasn't so easy (maybe because of your thoughts or the situations you're in) and won't be easy at 18 if you're alone. Make 19 better for yourself.
Eat sushi, secretly hate it. Drink as much as you can. PLS CHANGE UR STYLE. Learn a new language. Improve yourself. Try everything you want. Don't dissapoint your 8-year-old-self like i did. Please love yourself. Don't push to crush even if things go wrong.
Kendine de iyi bak, soğuktur oralar. PUT SOME CLOTHES ON LİKE YOU SAY. Burası pek soğuk olmaz, alışmışsındır. But make a snow angel for me and the 6 years you couldn't.
Smell this message, i am sooo sure it'll be smell like cologne from my quarantine days. HAPPY BİRTHDAY. SANA LOTS OF DEZENFEKTAN YOLLUYORUM, METRO TUTAMAÇLARINI TUTTUKTAN SONRA KULLANIRSIN. Değerimi bil. byü.
Epilogue
almost 4 years later
Dear past me,
Somehow, in 2021, I didn't reply to this letter. I think it was waiting for me to answer it today.
The horrendous days of quarantine ended in...
Yuo 221,0 lrxae anc.
Lecl,goe ew doevm eebcsua ni i sretdat uor clutalay het ṁizri tsanbli̇u td'on ,eynroam ot eayr evli npeastr. .
Hs'ere tknkei nt,igh got ıydızl uoy so,oo eht ot ni. Uoy iainegm saw to tub eenv hte dwulo thgsni it in neapph nto. . . . Syniutdg aageunslg in yuer'o reeth. Rhfenc t?wah nwko oyu dna lnerade ouy.
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Mroo btu eht go omrp odltc'nu on in ot you cranef oy'eur a gogin siht wreit wthi selim sad ouyr ot cfea ormd ryou rmfo.
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E'ouyr evbao ihtnk tctcaon sa ihwt fo sa in yna eth futenrqe ouy ton amsne. Neve stol eon mthe of yuo. Grith :) ttah edsegus.
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Go naercf were dgwiden csb got o'cdnlut to ni uyo rirame,d oyu the aryne.
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Eclos to sha ȧclli ife,n hse nui si a caepl. Udo'tnlc onit eb eehtr got iwth nui uyo tow teh day osrthe dfiern aceh ehtm eth tlo'uwd seam btes uoy of het ubt ugess uyo ahtt of osem.
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Si oodg ençgkö. Ni useho tnedre lmauğ a ehs. Ehs uttku ideusts trehe whti. Sror,y ubt yet ntdid' etme yuo mhi. Tub meso scoel day.
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Ni sdieust aarbi ṁrizi. Avlee iaang ni c'nutlod uoy ese gto r'yeou ratef her to toatccn btu yuo izmṙi.
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Oen yda esdau illw yuo aluctayl ees. I blow a imnd ruoy ihts ilwl cfat tbe begin. Mocing see didtn' ouy i wnok stehe.
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Ouy be cdol gitalnk ltnsuȧib ti imhgt atbuo dan i kown nhew wree uoy asdi. Us spylicaeiclf ielbvee taht aelcp i mean, itddn't edla btu any dias dan yuo ehre. Fenrca eth na zeor etarweh wthi ferzngie ot rdenu trnrehon. Ni adn t????fw in 'tis beucase rncie to frenca be os ocld chum.
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Hpnpae elrgugtss. Hte 5 alst hpeanpde ni sarye teyh. Too nyma leoppe but rwkoed d,ahr ndabswekro aymn uoy yanm iwth dah fildrte. Lsto to newt lsto esprait fo nad ridec oyu ubt eeihtr yuo. Dame to uto uoy lsoa cornyut ads your ubt estb edinsrf ntorhae oyu so of yuo dbe neo vodem 'odnutcl twih s,ommsitee eeppol tog of. Tye dno't a?ngia wtah onwk nvee oyu ouy kwno adn ehr. In ni er,asmd is ruoy ont enev isth grt?hi.
Batou ntod' ornhate ot uoy wkno it n'tod uyo owrth crtuoyn rotsuit vnee sa a i ntikh aeuebcs nigog. .
Ntihg the ohrtw uoy s,i it. Hn,kit hnat oelv veen uyo remo yrrwo n'odt olylu' olsufrye. .
Aidipstosn eelvdeib ndtit'd uoy uroy dres8la-foel-y- elik uoy. .
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I uoy ervy ,ishsu idrte uoy yicl,bplu it dhtae sseug. Tfrea yuo thta asbucee eanr osph ot netw d'dlnascmo eth sihsu teh. .
Sa li'l i ickht a wnos egaln sa make ,oyu ofr tup rela i no anc frate onso smeo tsolhec. Tihw hyet llse llits osal suacbee nrtyauvoill smell >(: i uhogrtb ne,goclo d'ton eehr ti i nac hte em ehre iecns ti.
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Latlsy, was 19 adn gdoo. Aemd 91 8 ouy irfends at new. On yuo ilke too neo ddi hlpede eles htey. Leocs ,now 32 22 is 'uyeor. Ryt eilf nwe nad oirmvpe iltls s,rifned 'royue erouy' sleecslu syofleur ot kgnmai auotb isllt. Bllispeau evy'uo mtso lte,f hmcu the btu ghtni reyv reev ese tast'h o'llyu.
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