Dear FutureMe,
I hope you get this and I hope you're actually alive. I'm not. And I don't want to be alive anymore. It's Valentine's day. I am just empty. At the same time... I feel like I am just being to dramatic and nothing is wrong.
I want to cry. I just want to jump into f void and disappear forever. I don't want my brother to suffer, I don't want Matěj to feel somehow depressed because of me and my behavior. I don't want to eat pills everyday anymore. I don't want anything. Just cry my eyes out and disappear.
Please, hope you're alive.
Lia
Epilogue
almost 3 years laterWe're still alive, baby...
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