A letter from January 16th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you’re doing much better then you were in 2019, i understand the roads been tough but there’s so much to look forward to, so much to live for, i’m not even sure if you’ll be alive this time next year but i pray you will be and if you are, i’m proud of us, so so proud, i hope you’ve let yourself love and let yourself forgive and forget because everyone deserves love and if you haven’t yet gotten to the stage that you can forgive, i hope you’re better, You’ll be going into year ten when you read this and if you still haven’t figured out what you want to do, it’s okay, you’re young and you’ve come so far, after you read this i want you to message chloe and anyone else who you love dearly that you appreciate and love them with all your being because you have to let people you love them before you can’t anymore, before it’s impossible to tell them how much they mean to you. So that’s it, i hope you’re doing well, i hope you’re happy with who you’ve become and i hope you’re living your life to the fullest, never regret anything or stay sad over anything for too long because everything happens for a reason and if you’ve lost yourself or something else to someone who didn’t deserve to know you like...that... then i hope you can just forgive yourself because you’re human and you make mistakes to grow. I love you, I appreciate you, I’m proud of you and you’re beautiful. From your 13 year old self.