A letter from January 2nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope that this year you learn to live for yourself and I hope you learnt how to do it unapologetically. Live the life you really want to live, try it out. Venture out, explore. You’ve been stuck in your depression for too long and I want nothing more than for you to be happy. I want you to do for yourself. I’m sorry for muting the voice in your head that would tell you to live for you and for putting you last. Please live for you, please. You deserve to enjoy this one life. Focus on you. Physically, emotionally, financially... in every way, just focus on you girl. You’re too young and beautiful to feel how you’re feeling right now, get it together fam. We gotta live. Set your goals and work towards them. Better yourself. Take strides. You have to give yourself a shot. Start now. Please.