A letter from September 30th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Idk where to start TBH! I just wish I had found out about this ages ago, I would've been cringing rn at all the thoughts I had back then. That's probably exactly what's gonna happen when you read this. I hate my past self with a passion that matches the passion with which, you're gonna hate me, and the (future)^2 me will hate you. It's all a vicious cycle. But like seriously, how dumb were we in the past? I would say on a scale of 1 to 10, it was probably an eleven. We were almost exact opposite of what we are today. Not to mention, but our dressing sense totally sucked. Call me shallow for that, but we looked like someone just stepped out of the Mandir, and that too, every single time! So hopefully, you have a bomb fashion sense, fingers crossed that you're the next supermodel lmao. Jk, jk. I'm writing this stuff, after the day we fell, you know, the whole scavenger hunt vala fiasco. It still kinda hurts. Hope you've improved on this whole clumsy thing. Also, This is gonna be the most randomest (That's not even a word, ik), silliest, unorganized, chaotic, messy stuff you're ever gonna read. But you know us, so you'll be expecting that. Anywayssss (yeah, this was the time when I developed the habit of extendingggg words, with no reason at all), I was wondering what you'll be doing rn, when you receive this. Are you in India, that's a major possibility, are you in some kinda job thing? Or still studying here? I'm just waiting for all of our stupid cousins to come over so we could go to the cool places in the city, eat, have a laugh, and post it lol. But like, idk. My future is yet undecided. Are you studying for gre, or for cat, or for gpat? Or are you just working 24×7? Now that I think about it, this letter was supposed to inspire you, motivate you, help you all in all. But funny how I was gonna ask you about what kinda career should I choose lol. We can be dumb at times, you know that right? Also, hope you're doing well? Not at all stressed. Remember how we used to stress over that cology ka graph? You probably laugh at that ****. You know we've been through loads of ****: bad break-ups(only one at that), fights with friends, not getting proper results in cology ka practicals, getting average scores, you name it, we've been through almost everything. Lol, ik, this is literally nothing compared to what other people go through, but it's not like there haven't been in any bad phases. But we overcame it, right? At least tried to. So if you're going through anything rn, trust yourself, because I never did, and it sure complicated matters. Also, hope you still believe in the same ideologies as I do now, because a couple years ago, we were literally dumb. Hope you've not gotten into a relationship or anything, hope you're still a feminist, that you still don't like modi, that you've watched good series, movies, witnessed beautiful serene sunsets, added more cool stuff to your bucket list, although it's possible ki it's never gonna happen, listened to good songs, majorly, hope you express your views and opinions without fear, hope you stand up for what is right, because I don't. So if you haven't, start working on it. I'm too, remember that day when aai was talking about that list(questions to ask your to be husband), yeah, that one, and I expressed strong concern over her not agreeing with it? Small steps, you know. I'm growing yet, hope you are too, Never stop that. I'm wondering what all unthinkable has happened to you. I mean, there are so so many possibilities!! Good Lord, what if we've died? Drowned in the ocean, preferably, or maybe you died of boredom, maybe someone else ****** you for being too annoying!! Wow, that can totally happen! The possibility is, you might also have met shawnnn!! Or have you gotten over that crush? That's possible as well. I was like, thinking what other people might write in a letter to their future self. Probably advices and stuff? But, I'm pretty sure you're better than me at anything! (Perks of being from the future!) So, I trust you to get through any kinda situation better than I'd do. Now that I realize, talking to yourself as if you're someone else is sooo weird! Guess I'll just stop then. Thought I'd send this letter to five years from now, but, it's too longggg. So one year it's is. Anyways, bye! Have a fun life and stay annoying please!