A letter from September 1st, 2019

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I love you, i cant wait to see where you are now. Do not give up on love, on positivity, on beauty. You are beautiful. Dont eat because they think you should, dont starve because they think you would. Do you. Do you still love Enrique Iglesias? And your signature red lip? And eyeliner on fleek? Do you still fall in love with ten guys at a time? & are you even hotter than 2019? Right now, im a little heartbroken, i feel alone, i havent been out much, i know youll remember this. But do also remember i danced a lot, i had so many friends whom i love and love me. Matthew is growing up so fast he keeps saying my name over and over again :Mima!!!! And my family is a blessing. Where i think ill be in a year time? Maybe ill travel, if im still here, ill be preparing for the next year in college, ill be tanned, in love, blessed with people and music. Whatever happens, ill be here for you, FutureMe.

Epilogue

about 3 years later

Hi..

I don't like Enrique anymore, nor red lips (except on occasion) nor is my eyeliner on fleek anymore.
My eyeliner's thick and blunt now. My eyeshadow far from subtle....

Ogt and nued ym autlarn silp. Elarp. Muhc dto'n ot cusmi enltis i. . . .
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M'i tbu eymnaor artbhrkeoen nto. Is't 302,2 grcnievie 4 ngyrci arsye werot oyu me adn the on i'm encis ned. Os lgrfaeut mi' ddi yuo. .
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Seostkr ahtre benwete adn aebb stomsp my hghi enlyeire ehle ahelde i. Frou i to oftgro seeth euds elki ni i arsy,e ppoeel levo tsal ot ehmoreesw. Ot to ew emor cwhhi yeanhtluh msaen uesd 'mi ewrl-aafse owh gte hnta sheort ese i tcttsnameha rvee, nwo. . Deoslm wsa vloe ti eerv. .
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Os nda 2,109 thme cmhu tilhg lyclicnasoao yuro i oougsegr erwe my hda in ees us!trh hnpeo no oyu tsphoo it yuro ysee in.
A incse tra ot a uysfelor made ekma semoirp iensc erknbo of i'st 4 seayr ryou aret,h wkro oyu. Twah: ew ear and gseus. Ohtetreg.
Alf,ust uyor ufleibatu rfo orf at ogrignw orf nccietagp gneurdin eth uto em ieidns rof uoy imignls bgnie orf hte khnat oless,ns orimr,r u,p nda dan taps.
Ehva 'mi so to uagretfl eben oyu. Em cna em ouy ni czu and nda icrgyn wthi 'im vero efle llsti i all em. A wree olus yuo etesw. Won neo a srou i'm. Won leid 'eyvou kiel bnee to i lie. My atth yots saw evlae rea ikel now etdzrrorie me het tbu msrstoen i i ,lfet. Woh wonk fo i prudo eb ndo't uly'lo me. . Oruy rdae konw deinsat ugt eshov donw btu rihcenngw ti fo yna to eht deus httaor ,me npai etwes l'loyu you etka i emit.
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Nigiwrt stop ot tond' i atnw.
A ma,lo na siinotapinr rewe ouy. Onawm -tahogrlddee a. Wno ddleretocha- im'. Dna ephaipr.
I ou,y aasylw lvoe.
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Apsrt ahlgein erw'e i me rbdiesu knwo eerltt hsti of si dtdn'i. . . You i laawsy vloe.

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