A letter from July 16th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, On November 2016, you started to like Josh. And then as months pass by you enjoy his presence and company. And now, July 16, 2018, for the last 2 months, you are very emotionally attached to Josh. You're so crazy about him. You want him so much you'd give him everything if he asks. You always get excited about you seeing each other at any occasion. You even wear his jacket for warmth when you yourself have one. You actually even go to work without a jacket so you have a reason to borrow his. You really like and want... and love(?) him. But you are not sure if you wanna commit. Sure you can commit but you're uncertain and unprepared and not sure — just like what I said in the previous sentence. I'm not sure yet but I'll tell you in another letter if you've really fallen in love with him. :)