A letter from November 13th, 2023

Dear FutureMe,Is Medicine really for me? Do I really want this one? Or am I just trying to please people and my families? Am I trying to pursue this one just to be my "safety net" to not go out to the real world just yet?
Am I not still over with my student era/phase? Am I not ready to face the world to explore and see what's in there for me? Am I weak? Am I a coward? I dont know the answer for some. I am still frustrated and I hate it. Still not figuring out what am I gonna do with my life. I feel like my time is ticking and I am being left behind, clueless of what should I do. Some says we have our own different timeline and I should have one too but up until when? I am getting pressured. Am I the one who pressures myself or is it time? I am now 24 yrs old and nothing had happened. I am sad  though I am grateful I finished college and have my license now. But still what to do next? I felt like I am not moving, and growing as a person. I felt like I am in a stasis. Should I do something already? Start new things? Learn new things? Discover new things?
Someone says I am an overthinker. Should I be not? How to be not an overthinker? Should I be spontaneous? Adventurous? I am sad with an unknown reason. I felt like I long for more, I am incomplete, and replaceable. Is this what they call the "existential crisis"?
Please tell me what to do and tell me you are doing great and not just fine when you read this letter. Please tell me that you had overcome this and if not please tell me you are doing your best to do so. Love yourself.