A letter from Aug 27, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hi, how are you? Are you tired, happy, nervous, or excited? I guess I would be feeling all of these things starting a new Tri. I guess one thing to look forward too is seeing who's going to be in your new classes. Hopefully I will have some classes with people I want too. Right!!!??? I honestly don't even know who I want to be in my classes anymore. I feel like I am doing too much stalking, I am?? During this first week of school that had just passed by I have been just keeping my head down and trying to get to my classes. I am surprised by the new things that I have found coming back to school, like Margot not wearing a mask, and the boy with colorful hair not being dead (for the last 2 weeks of last year he didn't show up for PE). Going back to Margot I wonder if we have talked to her or played a game with her by now. Will I wish you well for this coming Tri. Wait, I wonder if going to Africa if we were going to make it, if we were actually going. If we are, then I won't be in the Tri for long. Only time will tell. I secretly hope that we don't make it, but if we do, it's what it is, and I think it would be a good vacation break. As I was saying I wish you well for this coming Tri. If you don't like your new classes or classmates, just shrug it off. Keep your head down, study hard, especially in French class, and you'll do great! Take care and make me proud!!!!!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hi,

I am okay, right now. I am tired right now, nothing physical because I haven't been doing anything too physical all day long, but I guess mental and emotionally,...

Syeflm i uoghht i nhikt ti idd to.
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Eaylrl rdeya abylrpbo i nad tgo it eht erply hsit dna reda ma onw i og,a knwo tbu tsuj it, reevn ielepdr abkc ehre imlae i i adn 2 ot of rasye k!b!ac ot ma tleret.
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Sah dre,ga i t01h ma atth own in lot hndecga a. Kaslter orf am on liek a won i lmex,epa neorlg. Ahd adn vahe hte ltus gmr,toa stol rhe orf fo nteh let og fo inkda i lal bcak. Tenx yuo ists nwok btu lassc i ,siht thrig mia,le em yuo yb eb ni kehsdoc eicreev dwuol enhw esh ot sith osal ,yeha. Eitsm eahv fo a eocpul ew oot renaittdec. ,aegms we ellw evah if lyap ouy ineontm ew altk ro eilk enhw dah. Fo ew a ikel nsateprr adn lypa acdr ot to berasric,eek nda on aylp ewer ouy agem clssa, yda the a ihwt pnrtare elhnsgi holoc,s rstfi ni hda teg we. Miseld ta rhe adn nad hte todl oodg lyap cdar hse sktahn i seh dsai wsa. Ofr eth eien,xcttem i i itlsl e,rh iekl otn all ouyr we huhtgo do vhreewen i s'it flee lust nrectiat ympceletlo tslo dah. Nfired tbu i reh to eb tnwa tslli. I mcuh ddi to as erh nad sa i as euds okol i dba i hre t'ond as flee reaft td'on rfo. .
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Mum. . . To me ostm ta is be ot pntio ognig o'ylul uoy gritwin lwil of htsi to eh,va teh hsit eiexcresnpe ngogi talse ever at ricafa amginza eno of. Aniamgz aacifr ot swa iongg us rof. Mayn hosw won in nkwo mreo cia,far royu vahe uoy so uoy oyu hatt to oeplpe ttha lwil love ylfaim yuo ahtn ognig. Ltsil ylmfai vloe yad s'it nbee aeyrs gniog 2 oghthu us trip gsiev caairf gnuidr oslatm iescn seu the het i ot ehca oru ot.
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I adn raedg to shit pbrybola dgoo ighrt th8 wonk dsrgea ruyo own yuor ahev ni ,me inrigwt ewnh. Ton oigdn so i itrhg gdrae onw ni but am oth 1h0t. In jsut c siftr ni rgyoemet a tir a i dna ym rcehfn iwth nmius b deedn. Odrup ot aekm eadhrr efsmyl krwo uoy to uphs 'ill.
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Btu hting, t'acn mfor oeosnl ermbmree ag,der cuhm 8th i oen pu tlsa. Ot iddlme cta feendfrit ot ro si hte ro otn eb hocols esneoom hys peacl time. Can escrda dna dna btu euforsly know nyol uoy uory ,od you s'ti ogod orf teh i 'tnod way totecpr lsoefryu konw ot si ont atwh sltioiagn. Ofr meanlytl oyu lhiycsyapl ton oogd dna i'st. Engib be sfieshl amngki kmae rgpi, tstru ndri,efs tisn' of yluferos ginbe me, tath steb rmfo osfyerul yuo eht reeesal nfrd,esi akem neiorvs wo'nt ,orelysuf nad uhtr fnsderi m,the. Rascde dan deirt tawn wonk i yoe'ur yrc and to. Uyo uodcl het i dnah hlod no ni ishw eb letl i tgiarlh my illw eevhriyngt ouy dna uyo dorhefae sksi. .
Llet haed 'dtno to oyur uyo keep ahve ,vole wtah dwon ot i you enmroya.
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Adn ruopd aphyp od tseb l'li do nca ,btse i teh ouy thta lil' akem ot my.