A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Efruylso adhr yuo pyahp epinerecxe as na yaok druengdo tog neig,nd beacesu rwee ilertay oyu ti aws geitpxnec a tisll hlopfeu ubt ang na dan uveenl,ltya. .
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Agospaba-nu na you na aamt nyia ideedcd ngyu oysa. Hypap esh' no rni na now his. An lescoru uyo dha guys. .
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Rgtae hvae uyo wne wsn!e nemseoo anotreh. Nwaersed si gyu rreayp ofr fgit ro keli eth optpseoi fo hsti ewn ouy hse' secaebu a ikel jemsa an. .
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Hucs ufrendlow a si eptrarn gilu. Ni ocntucoimianm ropccrieal are --- nibeg lelw dsdei tocnaigmncium otucncaimmion t,emi atth teh so het uoy heva si you si oen tps,a sygu teh --- thsi fi. .
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Oals e'hs evry utream. Em whti otu the seaeubc ni snrbgi i he imh bste ibeng velo. .