A letter from Apr 27th, 2021

Hello, dear future me!! I hope you're feeling good, but i'm not so good. I'm sure you remember the photoshoot fiasco, and right now I just really wish I were still like our past 2020 self, focused and even though bad things happened, happy. I've come to the conclusion I can shape my own reality, and that I can make things be better than how they are now. I hope that I manage to accomplish this, so that in the future, you can be happier, healthier and in peace. Tomorrow ill be fifteen, and I feel older already. I truly wish to do my best and exceed expectations, but the photoshoot fiasco has me wondering whether am I trying to fill my own expectations rather than other people's. I pray that God might do to me now in this new year on my life bigger things than last one's, and that when I became you, those things can be a hell of a testimony. Lots of love (and tears), You from the past.