hi, its 12 year old you.

Dear FutureMe, my anxiety is off the charts. last night i slept over with esther, reinah, charlotte, and clarisse. i just cant figure out how to speak up. reinah kept having to get their attention for me, and i had to step out a bunch because i was overwhelmed. i hope you have learned how to stand up for yourself. i feel that my friends think something is funny, when i think it is upsetting. reinah is kind, and she has a soft side. i talked to her about everything, and she is the only one who understands what i feel. she stands up for me when i cant, but she is leaving ext year and she will not be there to stand up for me. i think charlotte is too confident in our friendship. well yes we are friends, she is taking it too far. sometimes, i dont want to talk to people at all, like i just dont have the energy to deal with them at the time. so i walk away but she chases me. so i walk away again and she gets all mad at me and then i feel bad. she over reacts to everything, saying JEEZUZ whenever something she doesnt like. i jus ant her to stop talking to me but not for her to hate me. please let all this be sorted out in the future. Daisy