A letter from January 3rd, 2021

Peaceful right?

january 3, 2021. tomorrow is my first day back to 9th grade since winter break. i don’t want to go, but i’m excited to see my friends i guess. im really into crystals and witchy stuff like that right now are we still into that? do we have a boyfriend yet, because we’ve been waiting since jaydn. not sure if you’ve thought about him in a while, but yeah. he’s still around. a few days ago we started talking again actually. it’s been almost a year since we dated, so i’m hoping we’ve at least gotten some action by now. are we doing winter cheer? or fall cheer? omg!! did we ever get our nose pierced like mom promised? i hope so... anyway, what about career wise? thought about that anymore? right now i want to be a nurse in the navy, and then a regular nurse and live in washington or virginia, and my dream college is molloy. anyway, that’s about all.

Epilogue

almost 3 years later

hi! I'm writing this at 18 years old on 11/17/24. I'm a freshman at SIUE (you'll realize you don't want to go far from home soon).

are we still into...

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Te?y do we a ofredynbi haev.
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O?aictn gte did ew.
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Ehecr? reinllfawt/.
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?epcniigr sneo.
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Recrae ie?ws.
Rereac hda enve to os sryea im' tath edlnanp alostm 4 oshocl sunrngi ormonifcgt in a own! ese emsa i eth trgih enfsramh its gao ahpt. Idd gnuirsn ddi ialicslnc agrromp yrea satl a we nda. Fro tpha a os ersu uvo'ey uabto nveer rcreae nbee you. Veol much gte histaopl in we n'cat ot ackb nsngrui os and hte awit. Erpsec,-r ucores farte ew of uot girdn hte. Rvye llwe rhraed hooslc wlil in otl nrelage a nrtmotiap & pigon/ssndagi lilw eb gte. Ocsoh,l adn ti ardh slpeae to peervgernsi if ekpe noggi rty whti gets neve. Rfo rbmemere orue'y tsih & onigd ohw htwa. .
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Do heerw we lvie?.
Om, ubt to i l'cuondt wteand fyeslm iliosn!il elrlay to arf knew laeve og ylsaaw i i girbn. . Or gvaiinir gihwosnant elt nleoa. A lrbyoapb in snilioil an den pu is l'lwe ofr taermlnnepy ttngie ygnsait not ilnisoli !arye nxte enci, mnraaptet ereh yeoru' fi dan ewi,hl. .
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Oegce?ll.
Iues we chseo. A oschlo aywa toni ormf godo tgo arptyl we aaucllyt also here rnisngu khtsn(a ofr lscoho ihgh cabeseu dciatnse s'it eohm gp!a,) utb inugrin rou bscaeue. Ton btu oto ,lseco rfa oto otn. Ti's reatg. .