A letter from March 24th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, This week was rough, I broke my thumb and I feel like I'm screaming at marwan to appreciate me but it's like telling at a dog, sometimes they will notice. I miss marwan because he is in Cairo and I haven't seen him in 2 weeks, and I won't see him for another. It's weird because I keep asking myself if I would date him and my answer is no because honestly he's a great friend. I'm trying to be nice to Megan because at this point her and marwan are my only friends everyone else is OBSESSED with drama and it's honestly a waist of their time and mine to. But I feel shut out Because I'm screaming at marwan but he's just brushing me off.